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God, Who Am I? 

The essential answer to the common question

There are moments in life when everything you thought you knew about yourself collapses.

Not because you failed.
Not because God left.
But because fear showed up loud… and stayed too long.

God, Who Am I? was written for the person who knows God, but somehow forgot themselves.

The letter that changed everything

In December 2017, I wrote a letter to God.

Not a pretty prayer.
Not polished faith.
A desperate, honest cry.

One line still defines this book:

“God, reteach me what life taught out of me.”

I believed His Word was true but I needed to meet Him again.

Not just as Father…
But as Healer. Provider. Waymaker. Peace. Protector. Restorer.

And in that place of surrender, God began reintroducing me to Himself and to me.

This book was born in a breaking point.

It started with a phone call from a doctor. A cervical cancer scare. A nurse holding my hand. A question that landed heavier than any diagnosis: “Do you want children?”

I was young. Ambitious. Thriving in my career. And in one moment, the spirit of fear crept in and took over everything.

Not anxiety. Not worry. The spirit of fear.

I stopped living. I became afraid to drive. Afraid to sleep alone. Afraid to go outside. Night terrors. Weight loss. Medication. Silence

Then everything unraveled:

  • I lost my job
  • I lost my apartment
  • I lost my car
  • I lost my sense of adulthood

I found myself back in my childhood bedroom with nothing but my dog… and questions I didn’t know how to ask. I didn’t just feel lost. 

I felt erased.

Order your copy of God, Who Am I? today

And let God answer the question fear tried to silence.

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Inside this book, you’ll rediscover who God says you are

You’ll be guided through identities like:

Loved – when rejection tried to rename you

Forgiven – when shame keeps rehearsing your past

Whole – when trauma told you you’re broken

Chosen – when comparison made you feel overlooked

Free – when bondage felt normal

kind words from clients

“There were so many moments in my life I was unsure. Which was a bit crazy because I grew up in church. But life has a way of taking you through things your old Sunday school lessons would shatter. I am grateful for these reminders. I need them more than ever.”

—Trisha Andel

​"I've always felt like there is more to my story and who I am but I was unsure of where to find the answers. Being introduced to God in this way radically changed my life. I've started using scripture like medicine. I can't wait to see where I end up!"

—Madison Saunders

“I'm so proud of who I am becoming. Sometimes we take for granted the small lessons. I am loved sounds like a 'duh' moment, you know? But it's the foundation of everything. I am standing on astrong foundation. I loved this book.”

—Michelle Davis

“I gifted a few of these to my young adult ministry. I am so glad my girls have access to confirmation like this from someone who looks like them. Jessica simply sharing her story and how she got through her difficult moments is trailblazing a path to true freedom."

—Raven Richie

ARTHOR

Jessica Winston

I didn’t write this as someone who “figured it all out.” I wrote it as a daughter who survived.
As a woman who lost everything.
As someone who learned that God didn’t call me to cope…

He called me to be healed.

This book is part testimony, part love letter, part mirror. And maybe… part of your beginning too.

“Lord, I know You desire all of Your followers to be light bearers.
Thank You for trusting me with the torch of my testimony.
Love, Your daughter.” - Jessica Winston